Today I accepted that I’m in love with a narcissist… it’s truly sad to realize that you were once this strong and empowered female and you let one man change you so much that you don’t even know who you’ve become anymore. And it’s even worse that besides all the bad in the relationship, I still love him with everything in me. I would give everything for this man that wouldn’t give anything for me. It’s scary to admit to myself that I’m weak, that he is in fact an abuser, maybe not physically, but oh so emotionally. Yet, I can not find the strength to let go of the rope slicing my flesh open. He is the predator, reaching and craving for the feeling of self worth, pouncing on and devouring his prey.